January 25, 2015 12:57 PM
I received the following from Michelle last night:
Sitting here contemplating after meditation and the Eyes (Witness state—wgw) came back. Everything I do or say coming under the eye. Then I started to see myself so intensely, realizing that nothing I do is not being witnessed and watched (or else I can’t know that it happened) that I had one of those almost-seeing-it flashes that kind of shook everything.
To which I replied:
Excellent. Whenever you really feel the Witness/Eye (copy this somewhere so you’ll be ready)…
Examine the Michelle Martin thing. Notice it is only a collection of thoughts. Thoughts of the past, thoughts about emotions, thoughts about traits and worries, thoughts about the future. Just a bunch of Hortons. No more real than a cartoon elephant.
Each time you see one of these Hortons, pull it away and drop it (just as you pull away the portal of Radiance).
Every time you feel the Michelle Martin thing coming back in, pull it away and drop it.
All boundaries, all control, all self-experiences. Pull them away and drop them.
When the Witness/Emptiness state is deeply felt, this is an ideal time to see through the illusion of the personal self.
Rather than try to figure out who or what you are, I find it more practical to just see and drop anything about Wayne Wirs that I can see. If you can see/experience it, it can’t be You.
I picked up my laptop this afternoon in Orlando. Instead of heading straight back to Melbourne, I took a route directly east and am now in Titusville. Not sure where I’ll sleep tonight, but at the moment, I’m hiding in plain sight—camouflaged at a quiet Publix under construction (an advantage to having a rig that looks like a commercial truck).
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