God Incarnate (and Amma)

Waiting For A Miracle

Waiting For A Miracle

ESPANOLA, NM — #Encounters #Intimate #MiracleLog #MyLove #Remember

June 20, 2015 5:09 PM

An absolutely amazing thing happened to me today. I went to see Amma.

But that’s not the amazing part.

This morning, I broke camp and put Leona Lewis’ I See You on repeat (as I often do when I want to drive in God) and headed down to see Amma. Normally I listen to this song as if I am singing the words to TaoGodHerbut this time, I imagined it as if it were TaoGodHer singing the words to me. Wonderful! Beautiful! Suddenly the boundaries between She and I became almost ethereal.

I don’t know if it was listening to the song in this new way, or the insight into the Mystic’s Dilemma I had earlier this week, or what it was, but something amazing happened six hours later. … Read more…

The Need For The Me-Thing

A (No)Self Portrait

A (No)Self Portrait

LOS ALAMOS, NM — #Encounters #Emptiness

June 18, 2015 11:56 AM

When Jerry first contacted me to do a Skype call, I thought at first he was just going to pitch TM, but after he persisted with a follow up email and particularly his essay, I knew I had to talk to him.

Jerry has “been here a long time (39 years)”—and by “been here” I’m pretty sure he’s talking about at least the Cosmic Consciousness level of TM’s levels of consciousness (just on the other side of the Gateless Gate). 39 years is a long time, so I felt honored he wanted to talk.Read more…

The Mystic’s Dilemma

Last Night's Portrait of God

Last Night’s Portrait of God

NE OF THE NAVAJO NATION, NM— #Remember #Encounters #Intimate

June 17, 2015 7:06 AM

The Mystic’s Dilemma:

I know that everything is God. This means that I am a part of God. My mind knows this, but my heart feels separate from God because I love God (am separate from Him). My mind says, “Yes, I am God,” but my heart says, “No, I am separate from God.”

One of the reasons for starting this blog, The Mystic’s Journal, was to document my efforts and struggles with the oh-so-subtle self archetypes (self-concern, self-awareness, self-centeredness, …) which seem to be keeping me from completely merging with Her/God. … Read more…

The Gift Of Peace

A Little Peace

A Little Peace

FLAGSTAFF, AZ — #Encounters #Intimate #MiracleLog

June 6, 2015 12:10 PM

I had a one-on-one consult this morning with Paul from France. Without exception, when someone comes to me for spiritual advice and we have an actual talk (versus email, posts, comments, etc.), I’m left with a feeling of expansion and ease and peace. I’m left with a serene sense of connection to Her.

After the call, I stepped out of the van to stretch and—even though I’m out in the middle of a huge forest—found a tiny plastic peace symbol sitting on the ground directly in front of me, washed clean from last night’s rain.

“Peace,” She said. “You keep doing what you’re doing. I love you.”

TM’s Levels of Consciousness

Outside Sedona

Outside Sedona

S of FLAGSTAFF, AZ — #Emptiness #Encounters #FourthWall #Intimate #Radiance

June 3, 2015 1:32 PM

I received the following email from Jerry Freeman yesterday:

Hi, Wayne

I’m enjoying your interview with Rick Archer. If you have a little time, you might find some of the information in this interview, about the sequential unfoldment of higher states of consciousness, of interest. I recorded it with Rick in October of 2013:


The more relevant material begins about 43 minutes into the interview. If you skip the lead-in, you won’t miss anything important.

If you do get a chance to listen, I would be interested in your comments.

Best wishes,


I haven’t responded yet, indeed, this post may end up being my response, but I found Transcendental Meditation’s higher levels of consciousness remarkably similar to my experiences, though not being familiar with TM, my vocabulary is naturally different. … Read more…

The Pain Of The Collective Consciousness

What Flowers Look Like Through Tears

What Flowers Look Like Through Tears

RIM ROAD, AZ — #BATGAP #Encounters #FourthWall #Intimate #MiracleLog #Radiance

May 30, 2015 10:38 AM

On our last day together, Michelle said to me, “Wouldn’t it be neat if that happened during your BATGAP interview?”

“I dunno..,” I said uncertainly, hunched over and wiping the tears from my eyes.

That” was the collective pain of all the women of the world who have ever been objectified. “That” was what Michelle called, me accessing the Collective Consciousness.

It’s an absolutely wonderful experience… and it sucks horribly. … Read more…

BATGAP: Video and Notes

APACHE NF, AZ — #Encounters #FourthWall #BATGAP

May 25, 2015 11:58 AM

My interview on Buddha at the Gas Pump is live. The interview page can be found here.

Sadly, the video is more choppy than I’d like—that’s all due to my 4G connection, nothing with BATGAP—but whenever I do “cut out,” Rick is smart enough to ask me to repeat myself and the message comes through.

Below are some links to various things I mention in the video:

Also mentioned throughout:

Garble. Garble. Garble.

The Interview Site

The Interview Site

NEAR ALPINE, AZ — #Encounters #FourthWall #LivingIt #MiracleLog #BATGAP

May 23, 2015 3:47 PM

After the BATGAP interview, I closed my laptop and stepped outside and stood in the sun and stretched. I thought about the events that conspired against me this morning prior to the interview and smiled with gratitude. She was messing with me, I’m sure—testing my faith, trying to shake me up. … Read more…

The More Wonderful Life Is

The Ponderosa

The Ponderosa

NEAR ALPINE, AZ — #Encounters #Intimate #Radiance #BATGAP

May 9, 2015 1:11 PM

I rolled over and opened my eyes just as the first flakes of snow started to fall. A raven sat on a branch outside my window, eyeing the white dust and fluffed up his feathers. Two other crows sat on branches further away, oddly calm and quiet as the new light glowed softly in the air.

I had a Skype video call with Michelle this morning. Partly to test this location for the BATGAP interview, but also just to connect. Phone and video are so much more personal than emails—much more can be said, much more can be felt. … Read more…

A Serendipitous And Auspicious Day

I Know You're Out There Somewhere

I Know You’re Out There Somewhere

MONICA SPRING, NM — #VanDwelling #Encounters #MiracleLog #BATGAP

April 24, 2015 2:50 PM

As I was preparing to leave camp yesterday to do some laundry in Eagar, AZ, I saw a post by my buddy Glenn Morrissette who was camped in Alpine, AZThinking he had left the region to prepare for his music gig, I was surprised to find him camped so nearby. As it so happened, he was breaking camp that morning and Eagar was right on his route, so we met up for lunch in town. Glenn then told me that Boonie was camped outside Alpine—an area I wanted to explore anyway—so we parted ways and I headed to Boonie’s spot for the night.Read more…